And hopefully not going anywhere anytime soon.

I’m sick of this weight loss/weight gain roller coaster that my life has become. Over the past year, I’ve ballooned back up to my highest weight. So it’s back on the diet train, and I’m determined to lose the weight for good this time.

My best friend is getting married in a little over two months, and as of right now, I don’t fit into my bridesmaid dress. So the pressure it on to drop some weight before she says “I do”.

I’m also competing at a world championship horse show in November, which I’m dropping $1500 on a new Showmanship outfit for. And I refuse to order that outfit in a size 18.

I can do this. I want to do this. I HAVE to do this.

getshealthy:

Bree Boyce, Miss South Carolina.

And that’s just in the first 4 days. I know it’s probably all water weight, but I don’t care. Seeing the number on the scale drop that much put a huge grin on my face. :)

bikini-by-summer:

journeyyyto120:

This is probably the most motivating thing I have ever seen. I have it printed out and above my computer to remind to not give up. I didn’t put on this weight over night, so I need to be patient with myself and work through the plateaus and mentally hard times. 

I realize I REBLOG this a lot, but I’m not going to stop. I feel that these words are important.